New Years

Sorry, it has taken me a long time between postings. We're all supposed to have New Years pictures up by the end of the week, but there were very few good pictures of me that showed off my dress. Most pictures of me were either closeups or pictures of me dancing, that didn't really give a good view. This picture is with a guy that was not my date, but was far more interested in me. He had no idea of my true gender and he was a bit drunk. Colleen was definitely getting a kick out of watching me fend him off. New Year's was pretty wild. We hit a few parties and I guess I managed to get into character enough. Yeah, I kissed a guy at midnight and it was one of those pseudo-romantic cliche big kisses, but in the early morning hours I was with Colleen and that was no cliche.

Christmas Picture

OK, I've managed to post two times in 8 days. That's better than I've done in awhile. I realized when I posted about Colleen, people would wonder if I was letting her beat me at wrestling and if I was being beaten. In answer to both questions, yes I use my full strength. Unfortunately, I'm not strong enough to take it easy on her or anybody for that matter. Also, it's just playful stuff that a lot of couples do, she just likes to end up on top. She's very feminine and in fact a lot of people would call her a girly girl, but she enjoys making me feel more and more feminine and stereotypically weaker and weaker. Things aren't going bad though. I think my relationship with her is one of the best things I've got going right now.

Pressure

This isn't a real new picture, but after a couple of formal gowns and a lot of Halloween costumes, I thought something more casual was in order. Thanksgiving with Colleen went well, but the second she had us alone she had me dressing up. I think it's taken me a few months to reallize that she the dressing is one of the things attracting her to me. I don't know how I feel about it, but I feel very lucky to have her attracted to me so I'm going to have to work on it. She definitely wants a role reversed relationship and takes great joy in acting as the man calling the shots and such. She always wants to wrestle and this isn't like Heather who can kick any of our asses in 3 seconds. I used to let her win, but frankly I don't have to do that so much anymore. She really enjoys pinning me down and enjoying her power. Though her real power has nothing to do with physical strength.

You heard a bit about our adventure as bunnies in the guy's dorm. It was scary. It's amazing how many people are up at 3AM in a college dorm and not really amazing the reaction guys have to a couple of scantily clad bunnies on a scavenger hunt. We told them it was a sorority stunt and they were extremely cooperative. Both Jill and I had to do a bit of kissing, but it was purely on the cheek stuff.

Homecoming

Homecoming went well, but it was pretty crazy. My date didn't know about my gender, although I got the feeling he really wouldn't care. I got the impression he might be a bit bi and I seemed to be there as arm candy and companionship as much as any hot and heavy romance. That was fine with me and I didn't have to worry about groping hands or anything. I am surprised they haven't done something with the Homecoming photos, but there's at least one picture for you. As you can see, I had a very curve hugging dress and had to wear a padded pantie to really make it work.

My grades are outstanding right now. Midterms were poorly timed, but I did well, even more so on the paper that I had than I did on the tests. I'm doing Thanksgiving with Jill and Colleen this year and I'm a bit nervous. Things are going well for me at work too. I've gotten a lot more relaxed with what I have to do and the discount has certainly expanded my wardrobe.

Feeling Better

Sorry, I haven't posted lately, but I've been sick for over a week. I'm finally feeling better at least. Work continues. They still want to bring Xiu into the shop when I'm working, but my illness kind of delayed things. Classes are going well. I guess I'm used to showing up in a skirt now because I'm focusing regardless of what I wear. I don't have a whole lot to report other than being sick isn't much fun.

Getting Lost in Girl? Yeah, I think it could happen. We're not transsexuals. We're also not guys putting on a dress for Halloween and that's the end of it. Living 24/7 as a woman is tough for women, even tougher for us. There are times when being a guy, even if I'm wearing panties, hose, and a bra is nice. Some people obsess over gender, but it isn't that huge. It's easier to say that this year when I have Colleen around, but we all eat, sleep, talk with friends, work, study, want to be loved--male or female.

Am I a Girl in the Bedroom? Yes, sometimes. It changes depending on mood. I'm not going to write too much about it for fear of torturing Jill, but I've been male and extremely female in my relationship with Colleen.

The Stripper

By now many of you have seen the picture of me with the stripper at Sheila's party. For the most part, the party was OK. I was very nervous around the stripper though and not really excited to have a guy wearing barely anything in that kind of proximity. Yeah I've kind of made out with guys before, but never had them that undressed.

I remember a time when I was the hot sissy. Jill said when she saw how I looked all dressed up, she was actually a bit jealous, but first Amber and now Xiu really put me to shame. Xiu's reputation preceded her, but she's just so small and delicate. It is kind of a mind trick I've learned. When I dress as a guy, I don't want to look unisex, I want to look manly. However, when I'm dolled up there is a bit of competitiveness. Especially, having a girlfriend who enjoys me being pretty.

Here's the work photo everybody wanted. I really needed a lot of Fall clothes so the discount is coming in handy. Xiu will be able to take advantage of it too when she needs a wardrobe. The job is a bit embarrassing, especially when a girl drags her boyfriend or husband and they look so bored while I have to ramble on excitedly about our merchandise. I am learning a lot about putting an outfit together and how to shop.

Batter Up

I always feel a bit embarrassed when I have to do something femininely that I can do quite well as a guy. We weren't playing ball inside, but even picking up the baseball bat I had to stick my butt out and act clueless.

Work has started for me, but I haven't worked long enough to have a huge opinion about it. Unlike Jill, I've worked a lot over the past 5 years so it's a little less of a shock to my system. The girls are demanding, but not particularly mean or anything. I'm learning a lot about women's clothes and I guess I'm going to have to learn a lot before they will let me actually wait on customers. I usually ring them up at the cash register and stock shelves so far. There will be a lot more posted on the new job when I have more to tell you.