By now many of you have seen the picture of me with the stripper at Sheila's party. For the most part, the party was OK. I was very nervous around the stripper though and not really excited to have a guy wearing barely anything in that kind of proximity. Yeah I've kind of made out with guys before, but never had them that undressed.I remember a time when I was the hot sissy. Jill said when she saw how I looked all dressed up, she was actually a bit jealous, but first Amber and now Xiu really put me to shame. Xiu's reputation preceded her, but she's just so small and delicate. It is kind of a mind trick I've learned. When I dress as a guy, I don't want to look unisex, I want to look manly. However, when I'm dolled up there is a bit of competitiveness. Especially, having a girlfriend who enjoys me being pretty.
Here's the work photo everybody wanted. I really needed a lot of Fall clothes so the discount is coming in handy. Xiu will be able to take advantage of it too when she needs a wardrobe. The job is a bit embarrassing, especially when a girl drags her boyfriend or husband and they look so bored while I have to ramble on excitedly about our merchandise. I am learning a lot about putting an outfit together and how to shop.
pretty oh so pretty your so pretty and fine. i love you work look so pretty.
ReplyDeleteYou're still my favorite, Cindy. That picture
ReplyDeleteof you sitting on a sidewalk bench in heels and
red dress looks like something out of Vogue.
Bill
Now, now...you are still a hot sissy, though your sense of competitive femininity is really cute. Very girlish! You do look a little nervous in that pic with the stripper; the way it is posed---which must have been intentional---it looks like he is about to mount you from behind. I can see where having a girlfriend who was very much into your feminine side would make things much easier. This may be too personal of a question (but this whole blog is rather personal), but do you keep your feminine persona in the bedroom with her, or do you become more manly? Also, whatever happened with that whole chastity belt thing? Your work pic is very nice too; I don't think anyone would even begin to think that there is a guy underneath that womanly exterior.
ReplyDeleteThat's a nice photo of you at work, Cindy, getting ready to process somebody's purchase I suppose. You appear quite composed and professional. I especially like the shots like this of you girls, showing you doing the regular things in your lives. As one of the ones who asked, please accept my thanks. You really look great!
ReplyDeleteWhat is that big object on the floor behind you? Looks like a piece of exercise equipment. Just curious.
BTW you are stunning in that photo on the right side of your new blog background!
And it's a little stirring reading about how you and Jill have gotten to where you take pride in your own appearance and can even get a little jealous comparing yourselves to each other and the newer sissies. Please don't be. The old adage really is true about beauty being way more than skin deep, and it is clear that you and Jill are both developing beautiful feminine personalities.
Wishing you well,
Moved
You really have it made. Not only are you gorgeous, but you have started to think like a girl. When you said that you were jealous of how another girl looked but then would help, how feminine. It almost seems as if you feel like you are in drag wearing boys clothes.
ReplyDeleteYou have a feminine job, a group of girlfriends and a significant other that wears the pants. What more could a girl want.
Live the moment to the fullest. You don’t know what the future brings. You may wind up in a vanilla life or you may wear panties forever. But you do not want to look back and regret that you did not live it to the fullest.
So if Colleen or the other mistresses pushes your limits, go with it. Trust them. Give Colleen a big kiss and let her know how much you love her being in control.
I wouldn`t say Amber " puts you to shame", I think you both look excellent as time goes on.
ReplyDeleteCongratulations on your efforts.
Don't be jealous Cindy; you are still plenty hot!
ReplyDeleteCindy,
ReplyDeleteJill remarked that you've been sick. I hope you are getting better now.
Wishing you well,
Moved
Beautiful Cindy,
ReplyDeleteJill said that she needs some time as a guy
or she would get lost in the girl thing. How
do you feel about that? Your feelings are now
what your fans are interested in. Please tell
us.
Bill