It seems that some ideas that came out of one of the blogs, may be making things tough. They've told us that as soon as they get the rules set and find a way to make it fair for Amber, they will be putting us through a series of sissy contests. Colleen has talked about taking me on a double date with her and 2 guys so she could watch me squirm. Things are getting tough I have to admit. I'm exhausted now after a long day of shopping and a night of modeling new and old outfits. I may have a line on a job. I will tell you all about it later.