The girls have assured me that I'll be so happy to have this hair when I don't have to wear a hot wig all Summer, but until I finish finals this week I'm mortified. I can't make it look manly in a ponytail because there's not enough hair for a ponytail. I can't comb it in anything resembling a guy's style so I'm going to class in a baseball hat. When I see myself in the mirror now I can't believe it's me. I was asked what my family thinks--they don't know yet, but I don't have any idea how to either hide this or make it look like a masculine cut. Since this started, they have loved to find ways to put me in inescapable femininity. This is the ultimate because even I find boy clothes, with this hair I'm still going to look more girl than boy.
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
My Appearance
The girls have assured me that I'll be so happy to have this hair when I don't have to wear a hot wig all Summer, but until I finish finals this week I'm mortified. I can't make it look manly in a ponytail because there's not enough hair for a ponytail. I can't comb it in anything resembling a guy's style so I'm going to class in a baseball hat. When I see myself in the mirror now I can't believe it's me. I was asked what my family thinks--they don't know yet, but I don't have any idea how to either hide this or make it look like a masculine cut. Since this started, they have loved to find ways to put me in inescapable femininity. This is the ultimate because even I find boy clothes, with this hair I'm still going to look more girl than boy.
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I have been looking at your picture and you are definitely looking girly. I have to start wondering why you continue doing this if you don't like it. You have a very feminine haircut, your eyebrows have a wonderful arch to them and you wear a bra all the time and you go on dates with guys. If you don't like it why don't you walk away? How much more could the girls embarrass you?
ReplyDeleteI think you need to embrace being a girl. I understand the pictures don't show all, but you are a pretty girl. Go all out, be a girl, enjoy being a girl. You have been given a gift. Not every guy gets a chance to experience the sheer joy of being a girl.
Amy
Cindy....Your hair looks nice. The girls have been both forceful and kind.....From what I have read they have used good judgment in most things. You are living the dream fantasy that make many of us envious. I hope that you will continue to post often and let us know your feelings and concerns.
ReplyDeleteI have a hard time believing the person in this picture is a guy. You show up at home looking like this , wtf
ReplyDeleteYou really look like a girl in this picture. The clothes are not very sissy like. You have more of a tough girl look. I would like to see Jill and Cindy in just their swim bottoms. That would make me feel better about following your blogs. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteThis is my favorite blog. Love hearing about your experiences as a sissy. I'm thinking that I might be sissy too, thanks for the encouragement.
ReplyDeleteYou look great! ;)
ReplyDeleteI think its gorgeous. Just tell your parents its a fashion statment. Trust me your parents already know even if they don;t say anything.
ReplyDeleteLove it