The first six months of being a sissy were the hardest part. My God, every time I turned around, I felt like I was losing the final scrap of my masculinity only to lose another scrap the next day. Katie, like my beginnings, is not thrilled be be undergoing this transformation, but feels powerless to stop it. So why do I feel jealous?
Colleen had a talk with me before she even began dressing Katie and told me that we filled two different roles. I was her lover, her girlfriend, and at times her boyfriend. Katie was her doll and a chance to do something she's really wanted to since she found out about her brother--feminize a guy. I was pretty much already a finished product when we met.
Still, seeing her all excited about Colleen, is giving me those feelings an older sibling gets when a new baby is born. Colleen is so excited about Katie. I hope when things calm down, it'll be a bit different. I got a lot of questions last time so I thought I'd go through them.
Katy Perry - Very hot in my opinion. Very bland music that I neither hate nor love. I think her look is part of where Colleen came up with the name Katie from.
Chastity - I haven't been in it in a while except as an occasional punishment. It was really uncomfortable. It served Colleen's purpose though of reminding me who controlled me completely.
Moisturizer - Clinique Moisture Surge Extended Thirst Relief. Clinique counters are everywhere.
24/7 - Not quite, but 21/7 I'd guess. I am able to look like a guy, but it does take more work than looking like girl does now. I think this is a place where both Colleen and I are happy. Unable to look like a guy is not something I'd be happy with, but she likes that it's work for me.
Breast Forms - They're pricey for the good ones http://www.thebreastformstore.com/breast-forms-store-gold-seal.aspx